so i have this thing where i try not to cling to the things that matter most to me. i don't want to suffocate people (because it is, invariably, people that i want to cling to the hardest. this is probably telling), and i somehow convince myself that if i don't cling, it won't hurt so much when i have to let it go ( Read more... )

so, like ( Read more... )

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two in one day! what a lucky bunch you are! this post is mostly going here because my hand-writing energy is reserved for nanowrimo and note-taking this month, to avoid the hand issues i used to have. at any rate, this isn't anything you'll be particularly interested in reading, just like the rest of the stuff i've been posting lately. i miss ( Read more... )

sigh.

one day i will stop caring.

( same shit as always. )

( day twenty-three )

( day eleven )

i opened this window seven hours ago with the intention of updating, and have since been trying to formulate exactly how i'm going to say what i'm going to say. i still haven't really found a way, but at this point, i might as well just spit it out ( Read more... )

so the other day i was stalking lj posts and came across a comment by worldinmy_eyes that said:

People change everyday. It's more about whether or not the change sticks.and it really stuck with me, for reasons i couldn't fathom. last night, i was sad. so i decided to write in my journal [i stopped writing daily because of the hand, but still write in it every ( Read more... )